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I wanna be a rock star, today, tomorrow, forever. [Feb. 10th, 2015,11:56 pm]
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Jermaine Lim
 
WELCOME TO MY MESSY JOURNAL.



With lots of love, hugs, & of course kissesxzx.
Jerm.
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(no subject) [Jul. 8th, 2010,04:52 pm]
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You know sometimes that feeling of betrayal just kills you... Feelings and secrets which were told to that one person, thinking and believing he could be trusted. But oh well...

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(no subject) [Jun. 21st, 2010,12:23 pm]
[Jerm's feeling |cheerfulcheerful]


Ok. Hi. I feel guilty of not posting for a long long long long time. Even if i did, bullshitty stuff. Oh well, why oh why. The holidays are really passing so quickly. School's gonna start, and stress starts coming back. Come to think about it, I really spent half of my time idling around at home. Either addicted to Facebook games or simply stoning there. So many reports and assignments to rush out by this week, totally regretted not spending my time wisely!

Honestly...World Cup is the main culprit.. Missed the Brazil vs Ivory Coast match this morning, was really sleepy S: But, I'm so happy that T is gonna buy me an Argentina jersey when he returns!! Ahh speaking of that boy, i'm so glad he's coming back on Wednesday!!! So not used to my phone not being spammed, so not used to not being nagged at, so not used to not seeing him at all !!!!!!!!!!!

&Just in case you're wondering why I haven't been posting much...i've a confession to make.

I AM SECRETLY IN LOVE WITH TUMBLR! (click! click!)

Alright. I'm wondering if I should switch back to Blogger...............................................................................Livejournal is getting boring without Cboxes.
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(no subject) [Jun. 14th, 2010,01:23 pm]
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I feel like I'm drowning in ice water. My lips have turned a shade of blue. I'm frozen with this fear that you may disappear, before I've given you the truth...I bleed my heart out on this paper for you, so you can see what I can't say. I'm dying here, 'cuz I can't say what I want to. I bleed my heart out just for you. I've always dreamed about this moment, &now it's here and I've turned to stone. I stand here petrified, as I look you in your eyes. My head is ready to explode...& it's all here in black and white and red. For all the times, those words were never said.

I bleed my heart out just for you.

Bleed - Hot Chelle Rae.


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(no subject) [Jun. 11th, 2010,10:36 pm]
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Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!My mood swings are back. I shall hibernate.

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(no subject) [Jun. 11th, 2010,10:35 pm]
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Don't tell me you love me. I'd seriously wanna suffer from some illness now so you can pay the same amount of attention to me, like what you are doing to her. Of all people, the two of them.

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(no subject) [Jun. 11th, 2010,09:43 am]
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I love the fact that one minute we quarrel like crazy, and the next minute we turn it into a big joke. Everything is fine again

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(no subject) [Jun. 11th, 2010,09:42 am]
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I hate it when I'm sad and I really wish to say it all out. Yet I can't find the right person to do it to.

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(no subject) [Jun. 9th, 2010,11:35 pm]
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Lord of all creation... Of water, Earth and sky.

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(no subject) [May. 21st, 2010,06:42 pm]
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How silly can I be to think you're one of those that will never leave me. I miss you so badly. So so badly. I knew things were gonna turn wrong the moment you were in another class. I'm just so used to being next to you, i don't want this to happen. We hardly talk, and even if we do, it's just so awkward. I've no idea why I get so pissed when I see those girls around you. Maybe I'm possesive. Maybe I'm afraid they'll steal my place in your heart. Maybe I'm no longer that one little sister that you'd said you'd always have and love. I don't know. I wanted to tell you personally, but I was afraid I'd break down. I wanted to write you a letter, but was afraid you wouldn't get what I really mean. I can't bring myself to talk to you. I just feel so empty...

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(no subject) [Apr. 29th, 2010,03:43 pm]
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You asked me " What if in JC or Poly, you meet a guy that's more handsome than me, smarter than me, richer than me, nicer to you than I am, and he likes you. Would you accept him? " I won't lie and say stuff which I'll never be sure of. But what I'm sure is, " Nobody's gonna treat me better, I must stickwitu forever..." I doubt there is anyone even nicer than you. Who's boyfriend would give you the first and last bite when sharing food? Jermaine's.

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(no subject) [Apr. 25th, 2010,08:41 pm]
Times when i want to be honest with myself, my thoughts. Things that i know are impossible, i won't force it. God, i promise You, this test that You've set for me, i'll score full marks. I won't disappoint You. I know why all these are happening, it's for a reason. With You, i managed to go through every single obstacle. &Through Radix, i felt like You're with me every single minute. Especially when i'm feeling nervous and worried, each time i think, each time i pray, i feel so much better. It's as if You are holding me, telling me not to give up. I feel so happy dancing, i enjoyed myself so much. Because the strength was from You alone. How i wish i could share with others how i felt for the past 2 nights, that strong sense of encouragement. I love You God, thank You Lord.
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(no subject) [Apr. 20th, 2010,08:41 pm]
Hate it. Especially during times like this when i'm super pissed with you, i realised i want to talk to you badly. Yet pride pulls me back again. Why, why are you just so good at making my anger level drop from a freaking 100% to just 1%. Why do you always know the right stuff to joke about, to get me laughing again? Why do you always know when to give me a big hug, just to make me feel better? Why do you always know what to do, just to make me smile? Argh. Hate that i love you.
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Deep down in my heart. [Mar. 27th, 2010,01:21 pm]
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God is always with me, and He has already planned the outcome of every situation I go through. So I realized no matter how much I worry, it won't improve the situation. Day by day, things I hear, things i see, I often feel discouraged. No matter how people judge my faith, how people doubt how much I really love God, I will learn to not let it affect me. Because I'm living for, through, with, God, and not them. I love You, Jesus <:
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(no subject) [Mar. 27th, 2010,01:09 pm]
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" Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified, do not be discouraged. For the Lord, Your God will be with you wherever you go. ". Joshua 1:9.

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(no subject) [Mar. 24th, 2010,08:36 pm]
God gives me the energy, the strength, the confidence to dance.
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(no subject) [Mar. 24th, 2010,08:35 pm]
I seriously have to learn how to not force things to happen, if they are not supposed to.
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It's worth it. [Mar. 3rd, 2010,10:00 pm]
[Jerm's feeling |happyhappy]
[Moosic |Set The Fire To The Third Bar]

poeticheartache:(via vild)

 
I think i'm rather nonsensical and retarded and crazy .Whether with my friends or T. I don't know if it's a good thing or bad thing. But even if it's a bad thing, i cannot seem to try and be sad, or try and keep quiet. Because i'd feel really horrible. I think i cannot eat too much sweet stuff. I'd really start being crazy. Sorry i'm not the kind of girl that would feel shy or talk only when asked questions, i don't wanna be somebody i'm not.

I don't need you to bring me out to classy restaurants or buy me high end stuff for my birthday or Valentines' Day. I don't need you to try 1000 times just to get that retarded toy from the arcade. Neither do i need you to squeeze your brain juices out just to write me a love poem. And i'd NEVER want you to buy me a retarded life size teddy that says " I Love You."  

Heeeee. Lunch at Subway is more than enough! =)
 

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Baby steps. [Mar. 2nd, 2010,09:14 pm]
[Jerm's feeling |relaxedrelaxed]

kari-shma:(via Lissy Elle)

This is gonna be just like any of my other entries,  feeling dreamy, imagining, wondering, recalling.

I'd love to be a young girl all over again.
I really wouldn't mind singing stupid songs like " Two Little Dickie Birds " over and over again with the other stupid kids.
I really wouldn't mind sleeping on that smelly army green mattress every afternoon in childcare.
I really wouldn't mind sharing my powerpuff girl pins with my sister.
I really wouldn't mind having 50 Barbies on my bedside again.
(I promise to take care of them and not cut off their hair, or make them stand naked, or tie 5 ponytails on one Barbie, or suffocate them by squeezing 30 Barbies into a small Barbie luggage.)
I will make sure i stop biting the teats of my Avent milk bottle and bite till the hole becomes really big.
I promise not to scratch my chicken pox.
I will not rub the soles of my feet onto the wall in the middle of the night, because my mosquito bite is really itchy and i'm lazy to scratch it.
I will wear long pants to sleep every night.
I will not complain if i had to wear the same top/dress/outfit as my sister.
I will not complain if my mum takes a long time to braid my hair.
I will not complain if i cannot switch on the aircon.
I will remember to bring my colour pencils to school and not snatch the colour pencils of the kid next to me, and getting scolded by her mum.
I will remember to share my lego.
I will not say my blue PAP uniform is ugly anymore.
I will not mind partnering a fat dude in a dance for the school's performance.
I promise to write my Xi Zi nicely.
I promise not to complain when i'm wearing those pretty Cinderella/Belle costumes because although the material is really pricky and painful, it's so pretty and i'd love to wear them now but unfortunately i cannot fit.
I promise to sit still in class and stop tickling the girl next to me
I will not say " I don't friend you anymore."  to my friends.
I really won't mind if my mum uses a super ugly picture of me, and have it printed on my birthday cake, and celebrate my birthday in school again.
I really really will stop  fighting for the position of " Monitress".
I will not be racist.
I will not write " SHUT UP AND STOP TALKING " on the whiteboard when the teacher is out.
I promise to practise my piano daily.
I promise not to play Neopets everyday and create wxyz number of accounts.
I wouldn't mind wearing a Barbie hairband, Barbie shoes, having Barbie pencils, pencilboxes, water bottles, stick erasers, files, bags.
I promise to stop all that lame vandalism on tables,  a love b. b love c. c love d.
I promise to love the guys just like how i love the girls, though i used to hate boys when i was young.
I will not say yuck if the teacher made me sit with an ugly boy, or make me hold hands with a guy shorter than me.
I will stop talking during SILENT reading.
I will pay attention during swimming classes.
I will stop making fun of people's names.
I promise not to quarrel and argue with Sean ( though it was really fun. )
I will not be arrogant or show off how many cars i have ( i counted my uncle's and grandparent's to make myself look rich when i wasn't. )
I will pay attention during science class.
I will stop looking at xxx ( my first crushhhhhh! )
I promise not to be bitchy with my friends, and go like " I like A 10%, i like B 50%, i like C 40%. I like all 3, but i like B most. You? "
*and all 3 guys were shorter than me. LIKE WTH.
I will not have stupid " My Favourite Boys " journal again...
I wouldn't mind if i receive Enid Blyton's book as a present from my friends every birthday. ( i have like almost all! )
I promise to love science.
I will pay attention during classes and stop doing stupid stuff behind the class. ( Gerald had an eraser, which had a really cool plastic cover. So i pushed my pinky into that small hole and pull it out several times. It was really painful,but to think i find it fun. )
I wouldn't mind if the teacher goes through the word " Puberty " continuously for 3 years in Health Education class.
I promise i won't be the first to squeal.
I will not be playful and keep my friend's book under somebody else's table.
I will not snatch somebody's consent form which has his mother's name, and start making fun of it.
I really wouldn't mind if that fat teacher called my name everyday because i'm always talking.
I wouldn't mind if my classmates placed a fighting fish in my Black Nike bottle again.
I promise not to be childish and think i'm in love when i'm just infatuated.
I really wouldn't mind doing those silly sacrifices again, even though now i think back and it was so silly of me. But well, at least i felt happy doing them that time! 
I promise to stop imitating my China Chinese Teacher's accent.
I really wouldn't mind if i only had 1 best friend.
I wouldn't mind my Bilabong pencilcase being drawn all over with a permanant marker...
I promise to return my library books on time.
I will stop reading Mary Kate and Ashley Olsen books or Babysitter's.
I wouldn't mind if i were to join Library Club or Art Club again.
I promise not to reject guys so directly and make them cry ( well that's what they said. )
I wouldn't mind if every single teacher from P1 to P6 were to complain to my mother during Parents Meeting session :
"Your daughter ah...very very talkative. ",
" Jermaine is a talkative girl. "  
" She talks non stop."
"少君在班上一直讲话永远讲不完的。"
I wouldn't mind having a  " Jermaine would be able to excel further in her studies if she were to put in more effort. " in my report card EVERY YEAR.
I promise not to call the teacher blind and cock eye if i were to get 98/100 for chinese in P4, and check my paper 10 times to see if that was really my paper. ( She had to call my mother to make her believe too!!! )

I miss those times. :)
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Would you still love me tomorrow? [Mar. 2nd, 2010,07:18 pm]
[Jerm's feeling |happyhappy]

Julie Andrews and Christopher Plummer


" Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens. Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens. Brown paper packages tied up with strings, these are a few of my favourite things..."

The Sound Of Music;

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(no subject) [Feb. 23rd, 2010,07:30 pm]
Because i'm serious when i say i'd really get very upset if you were to read my private stuff.
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Superwoman. [Jan. 31st, 2010,09:12 pm]
You always make me want to protect you from anything, anybody... because i don't want to see you get hurt. I've just got this really strong feeling in me...why oh why....
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Love Dare. [Jan. 31st, 2010,08:03 pm]
[Jerm's feeling |cheerfulcheerful]


Love is the purest and most powerful motivator. It gives courage to a coward, wisdom to a fool.

When love invades your heart, you are empowered to endure deeper pain willingly pay a greater cost, and run risks to your reputation for the sake of another.

Love causes a soldier to lay down his life for his country, a mother to pray relentlessly for her child, &...

a gracious God to send His only Son to die for our sins.


Love is that powerful.

When a movie is marketed as a love story, we assume it's primarily for an audience of women. If plots don't contain fighting, bleeding or exploding, men will gladly avoid them. But real love is not merely women's work. It's at the core of manhood, transferring men to be strong and courageous.

Love makes a husband put away childish things and embrace his responsibilities to lead his family. It drives him to defend his wife, provide for his children, and even lay down his life if they become endangered.

Love motivates a man to confront injustice and takes passionate stands for what he believes in, like crossing an ocean to fight for his country.

Jesus, was the most loving man ever to walk the earth and remains the perfect example of manhood.


Last month, without prayer group, without chapel services, without devotions, without spending time with God, listening to God, talking to God, I feel empty, like an empty cup being drained. I would feel weak. I'd feel like i'm drifting in this world without a goal or plan, aimless. 

Thankfully i don't feel that way anymore. Because week by week, day by day, i know He's living in me, listening to my worries, watching over me. The only aim and goal for me right now, this year, is to really trust in Him FULLY and never worry bout what's gonna happen. I believe He has planned it well, long ago. All the people He has placed in my life, my friends, my family, people like Grace, Joy, Chu Yi ( and many more. ), i'm really thankful for them. So from today, i would gladly smile and do all things through Christ who gives me strengthhhhhhhhhh!
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(no subject) [Jan. 14th, 2010,07:41 pm]
God answered our prayers today, i'm really happy. I'm really really proud of Jason & Ernest, for being so courageous and taking the first step. They joined Prayer Group today, though they were the only guys. God does everything for a reason, now as i think back, why He made me friends with Jason during Nanjing, and why i got to know Ernest in sec1. Sometimes i really hope the guys in our cohort would not be afraid, or even stop themself from knowing God more.  

&just because this guy xxx prays, loves God, does everything through God, you don't  " Ahya he holy one lah. Jesus here Jesus there. " 

 Because real men loves God :)  heez.
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Heaven to Earth. [Jan. 13th, 2010,08:31 pm]
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I'm really really tired, fully packed every single day. Why is Sec 3 so insane? Dismissal times getting later, CCA practices getting later, Tuitions getting later, My dinner is my lunch. I could blog this post with shit load of complaints, but i 'm tired enough and shouldn't waste my time, should just go and sleep right now and don't care bout that Physics worksheet. Just gotta live and adapt to it man. Father Lord, i really really pray for peace within me. Everything's going wrong, i know i cannot handle this alone. I need You.
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(no subject) [Jan. 10th, 2010,07:58 pm]
Okay, i'm screaming at the slightes thing. I'm PMS-ing like hell. This is insane. I'm really annoyed at everything now. The weather, homework, family, gah everything. I hate noise.
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(no subject) [Jan. 10th, 2010,04:31 pm]






I really hope those people in South Korea and China freaking stop killing, skinning or torturing them man. They are so damn adorable. What wrong did they do to be tortured like that ):
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(no subject) [Jan. 10th, 2010,12:40 pm]
I realised my birthday is in a month's time, so excited heeeeeeeeeeez :D
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(no subject) [Jan. 7th, 2010,07:33 pm]
I just realised that i'm really very very very sensitive.
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(no subject) [Jan. 5th, 2010,08:50 pm]
[Jerm's feeling |crazycrazy]

SHIT.

WHAT THE HECK AM I DOING! NO I CAN'T I CAN'T I CAN'T. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

Anyway, love you Jovi.
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(no subject) [Jan. 4th, 2010,07:48 pm]
"God doesn't just give you the people you want. He gives you the people you need. To hurt you, to love you, to teach you, to break you, to turn you into the person you're supposed to be... "

There's just so many people i love at times, so many people whom i dislike at times, so many people that make me love yet dislike them. I don't wanna hurt anybody, i've never wanted to. But i don't know what to do. This world is crazy, its bloody crazy. It confuses me like crap till i cannot think properly. Just leave me alone damn it. I seriously want to build 4 walls around me right now and not talk to anyone at all. Gah. I love Chu.

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Polka Dots. [Jan. 4th, 2010,03:46 pm]
[Jerm's feeling |depresseddepressed]

Dear Diary,

I feel weird today. I'm not exactly happy, not sad, kinda confused. I'm a little scared, a little worried, but still excited. The only time i felt like myself was when you went up to the chapel stage to receive your prizes. I don't know what to say to you, but i'm really happy. Like, i'm really really very very happy for you. I think you've really matured and changed, maybe cause of your long pants...well i don't know. Haha, the super chao ah beng you to the super studious guy that i know. I'm glad i forced you to study, whey, i'm not exactly saying i should get the credit. But, without you listening and knowing what you really want in life, i guess you wouldn't even be having two cheques. I'm glad that you finally thought through about what you want, understanding what both me and your parents really want for you, your goals, your dreams and working hard to prove it to everybody that you can do it. I'm really thankful for that...=)

Maybe i felt weird because i'm once again in a new environment, new people, new year, and....sheesh i don't know. I'm like floating right now. Exactly the same as this symbol ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~. I don't know what i'm thinking, and i'm typing a lot of i don't knows because i really don't know and am feeling super blank. I think blogging helps me a lot, cuz there's so many things that i wanna say but it just feels weird telling friends about it.

I'm glad to have my friends with me, Grace, Gladys, Joy, Evian,Josh, Jing Kai and a few othersssssss in class. But i just feel awfully weird because it's been pretty long since we're like that close again :/   GRRRRR I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M SAYINGGGGG. I feel like there's seriously this imaginary wall between me and the rest, yes i miss them, the times, everything, hanging out, a lot a lot. It just feels very...crazy and weird suddenly. Everything's just going so fast for me. I can't catch up. I cannot accept it so quickly. I am really sensitive to the slightest actions or even words somebody might say, and honestly i feel kind of left out if i have to say that. Damn it, i miss Willi. At least i might feel fine and crazy like i always do when with him. Miss you, Bro ):  Maybe 3 Faith will turn out to be a great class? I really hope so...oh well. I gotta finish up my work. Hope the stress won't start tomorrow. All this shit is stressing me out.

Love,
Jerm.
 


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Twilight. [Jan. 3rd, 2010,07:15 pm]
The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear.
Cause I wish you were here...

I watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad. 
'Cuz the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly...

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days.
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night.
Waist deep in thought because when
I think of you I don't feel so alone...

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh if my voice could reach
back through the past...
I'd whisper in your ear:

"Oh darling I wish you were here..."

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(no subject) [Jan. 3rd, 2010,02:18 pm]
You know that i'm pissed when i say " anything. "    " whatever. "    " don't feel like. "     " i don't know. "
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(no subject) [Jan. 2nd, 2010,07:02 pm]
[Jerm's feeling |sadsad]

I think i really miss you a lot, i can't wait for school to start to see you again. ):    Crazy coach to force you to go for training twice a day, well i shall waitttttttttttttttt till you finish.
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butterfleez. [Jan. 1st, 2010,06:25 pm]
[Jerm's feeling |cheerfulcheerful]



I love looking at pictures in Tumblr, well Flickr has nicer photographs but i can't copy them over and i don't know why. I miss London, haha. The cool cool weather, the busy streets and the super cute red telephone booths and buses. If i had the chance, i don't mind staying there for a while.


YOU, my dear friend, are a butterfly (you just don&#8217;t know it yet).

i think butterflies are beautiful. Really beautiful, how it is spelt, how it sounds like, how it looks like, how it flies. Gladys got me a butterfly necklace, and i really like it a lot :)
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Yes darling, it's you you you. [Jan. 1st, 2010,05:56 pm]
[Jerm's feeling |happyhappy]

I love Zara :)  

They had a major sale today and i tried a whole load of stuff! Man, it was packed, i swear. Okay fine, EVERYWHERE was super crowded. Bought this pair of thick tights for dance, I BADLY NEED A NEW PAIR.  &I think 313@ Somerset is such a cool shopping center, just like Orchard Ion, but much more organised. I love it. I love the stuff. They have a three storey Forever 21, a three storey Zara, and tons and tons of shops. Somehow Far East Plaza no longer appeal to me as much as it used to <:  Ahahaha. I really liked this floral party dress at Forever 21 today, waited to try it on in the fitting room for about 20 minutes, i guess. But it was WAY TOO LOOSE. And size S were all sold out, damn it i really like itttttttttttttttttttttttttttt loadz. I can't wait to go out shopping with T soon, it's so fun trying on dresses and spinning round and round with a super cute flower dress in front of him.

Yay school's starting REAL SOON, i'm so excited. I tried on my school uniform a few minutes ago, and i guess i've seriously put on a lot of weight. My skirt's tight! &my old socks are tattered and dirty, well i guess i'd only be able to buy them when school starts! I wanted to get this pair of white Lacoste shoes for school, but i think it was way way way way too pretty for school!

Note to self : REMEMBER TO PUT MY TIE IN MY SCHOOL BAG!

I hope the teachers won't give me hell next year, especially **********************************. &i can't wait to see our juniors! I somehow feel a little older, I AM FIFTEEN WOOOOOOOOOOO! & am really looking forward to seeing the guys in long pants. Gonna have a gud gud laugh.

Haha, the timetable's really complicated, i don't understand. Oh well, out for dinner! Don't know where we're going. But still, Jerm's happyz!
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(no subject) [Jan. 1st, 2010,11:25 am]
[Jerm's feeling |happyhappy]


I
HAVE A VERY AWESOME BROTHER WHO LOVES ME A LOT AND ENTERTAINS MY NONSENSE EACH TIME! But Bro, nobody's gonna continue to entertain them, cuz we're gonna be in different classes! ):

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(no subject) [Dec. 30th, 2009,09:56 pm]
You are just so adorable.
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(no subject) [Dec. 29th, 2009,12:31 pm]
I am going to Orchard now.
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(no subject) [Dec. 29th, 2009,12:30 pm]

I like to drift away from this world, daydreaming and start thinking about very stupid and silly stuff.

Why? argh.


If we could sit together a moment and talk forever just to pass the time, I would smile as the shivers and chills run down my spine, with your eyes are locked on mine.
I’ll Meet You There, Owl City


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here i am. [Dec. 29th, 2009,12:20 pm]
[Jerm's feeling |contentcontent]

Seriously, i've nothing to do. &i'm very bored. I don't know how school's gonna be like next year, oh well... Christmas was awesome, i got stuff i wanted. 
 
ADickies bagpack from my parents,
A Ripcurl pencilcase from my grandma,
A super pretty princess looking jewellery box from my 2nd auntie,
A leather fringe bag from Pull & Bear from my 3rd auntie
A butterfly necklace from Gladys Soo

& last but not least...

this super duper cute Purple Polka Dotted wallet & a Doodle Fashion Designing book from YeeTat! :D
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Dear Santa, [Dec. 13th, 2009,09:11 pm]

1 more week to Christmas. Honestly, i don't really need anything this year. All i ask for, and all i want, Santa, is to get my phone back ): I know it's impossible, but i really really want another iPhone. Cuz it's super important to me ):

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But i keep waiting. [Dec. 11th, 2009,06:51 pm]
[Jerm's feeling |sadsad]

I lost my phone. My iPhone in Sentosa. I don't know if it's stolen when i'm bathing or i dropped it while walking. I'm super sad now ): Yeetat...where are you): I'm very scared and upset. Feel damn lonely and nobody understands at all. Make it seem like i put it on the table and want people to take it. T, i'm sorry that we cannot talk on the phone at night anymore. & that i wasted your money for that 3 prepaid cards. Haiz......................................................................God, i feel so horrible...I only hope that the person who took it changes his/her mind and return it back to the police or lost&found at sentosa.

Tat, i'm dying. I don't know what to do, especially at a time like this. I really need to talk to you so badly, where are you ): I want to cry.
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I don't mind sharing a cup of hot chocolate with you right now. [Dec. 9th, 2009,10:34 pm]
[Jerm's feeling |crazycrazy]

thankful


I miss how you used to wipe my sweat off my forehead each time we stepped into the train.
I miss how scared you were when apologising at the slightest things when i'm having mood swings.
I miss how you always stand up straight and broaden your shoulders, after i said the guy behind you is so fit.
I miss how you'd always pretend to not hear me when i'm speaking, and come close to me to let me smell your super nice hair.
I miss the stupid games we played through MSN, writing super weird and long sentences without lifting the cursor.
I miss you drawing those adorable noodles & french fries when i said i'm hungry.
I miss the look on your face ( -.- ) when i ask you to turn to the right to see this super hot babe.
I miss buying Tom Yum or Wasabi seaweed at the bus interchange with you, and seeing your scrunched up face when you find it too spicy.

gah.
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Someday we'll know... [Dec. 9th, 2009,10:22 pm]
[Jerm's feeling |calmcalm]

Oh, Someday we’ll know... if love can move a mountain.
Someday we’ll know why the sky is blue.
Someday we’ll know why I wasn’t meant for you...

Does anybody know the way to Atlantis?
Or what the wind says when she cries?
I’m speeding by the place that I met you.

For the ninety-seventh time...Tonight.

Someday we’ll know why Samson loved Dalilah?
One day I'll go dancing on the moon
Someday you’ll know...

That I was the one for you....
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Tttttttt. [Dec. 7th, 2009,12:24 am]
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& you're leaving tomorrow... Yet I couldn't even see you for the last time. This week's gonna be crappy. You take care yup. I'll be fine :D

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Straight off. [Nov. 19th, 2009,07:42 pm]
[Jerm's feeling |crazycrazy]

I JUST bought this.




and before that i was deciding between THESE







Ahh luv ModParade. It was totally by chance that i managed to get that first dress. When i saw it one week ago, somebody was about to buy it already. I guessed she changed her mind. Haha. Go check out their site, awesome stuff!

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(no subject) [Oct. 24th, 2009,11:33 am]
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