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I wanna be a rock star, today, tomorrow, forever. [Feb. 10th, 2015,11:56 pm]
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Jermaine Lim
 
WELCOME TO MY MESSY JOURNAL.



With lots of love, hugs, & of course kissesxzx.
Jerm.
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Straight off. [Nov. 19th, 2009,07:42 pm]
[Jerm's feeling | crazy]

I JUST bought this.




and before that i was deciding between THESE







Ahh luv ModParade. It was totally by chance that i managed to get that first dress. When i saw it one week ago, somebody was about to buy it already. I guessed she changed her mind. Haha. Go check out their site, awesome stuff!

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(no subject) [Oct. 24th, 2009,11:33 am]
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(no subject) [Oct. 24th, 2009,11:33 am]
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It's been such a long time since I blogged, hahaha. Well, school's ending in a few more days...,then....I'm off to Nanjing! I'm super excited, I mean who wouldn't?! Bunking with Ell and Graceyyy. Yay. Exam results were pretty disappointing, but at least I did well for History, Chinese and Literature. I'm really gonna lift everything up to God's hands, and let Him guide me. I'm sure that even if I don't get into triple science, He definitely has greater plans for me! So to those people who didn't do well, chins up! (; Oh and for the past two days, time was largely spent on the Student Leadership Conference. So thankful that me and the other dancers were selected! The first day was more on talks and random groupings, whole lot of socialising and stuff. But at least I learnt something, ( The duration was way too long! ) the food was great, buffet hahahha. Enjoyed the so called Amazing race so much! Teamed up with people i didn't really know and did a whole lot of retarded things at the stations. But it was awesomeeeee! Hahaha. Gtg to Suntec to get stuff for my trip! Ciaooooo

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(no subject) [Oct. 16th, 2009,11:01 pm]
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Day at Grace's house.

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Luvvvv [Oct. 15th, 2009,09:45 pm]
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Ahhhh I love Mummy & Daddy. They got an iPhone for meeee! Hahaha. Checking of scripts tmr, uh oh.

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(no subject) [Oct. 14th, 2009,10:58 pm]
Exams are over, i'm a sad girl.
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(no subject) [Oct. 14th, 2009,02:17 pm]


Joseph Gordon-Levitt and Zooey Deschanel. Photo Credit: Chuck Zlotnick. TM and © 2008 Fox and its related entities. All rights reserved.

L-R: Joseph Gordon-Levitt and Zooey Deschanel in Fox Searchlight Pictures' (500) Days of Summer. Photo Credit: Chuck Zlotnick

L-R: Joseph Gordon-Levitt and Zooey Deschanel in Fox Searchlight Pictures' (500) Days of Summer. Photo Credit: Chuck Zlotnick

Joseph Gordon-Levitt and Zooey Deschanel. Photo Credit: Chuck Zlotnick

500 days of summer photos

Ultra sweet, beautiful show. But sad.

 
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a love like this. [Oct. 1st, 2009,07:49 pm]
[Jerm's feeling | happy]


Happily Ever After.

&

The End.


This is such a pretty sentence. At least everything ends nicely, happily, beautifully. We decided to part, much because i really wanna obey God & live for Him. This one year reaching two, has been such a wonderful time with you, really T. Right now we just gotta do our part and study hard, and have faith that even if we are no longer together, if it's true love, and if God really plans it that way, we'd still get together no matter how far apart we are. I promise you, all that dreams that we had and things we are gonna do together, all that we've promised each other, we'll fufill them one by one in future. Guys, i'm not sad. In fact i'm happy, very very happy. Because my boy has finally learn to be strong :)  God is great. I feel so much peace in me, despite the break up. Because i'm doing this for God!
 
Anyway, I'll always be by you, T, no matter what happens :)  
We won't cry, we won't weep, we won't be distracted. Right? :)
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(no subject) [Sep. 30th, 2009,10:05 pm]
Because for once, you were stronger than me.
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(no subject) [Sep. 28th, 2009,09:17 pm]
[Jerm's feeling | happy]


Life is good.

I love telling Evian my random thoughts early in the morning.
T looks cute in his new hair and he is happy today.
Gladys cannot tell jokes.
Grace was singing Jump today.
Joy is Windows 95.
Ellie interviewed Gladys today.
Fir has armpit hair and he is a mermaid.
Jovi has no hair and has a square face.
Josh says i cannot be a policewoman and he laughed when i forgot to bring my wallet.
Willi loves me as long as... &I sat with Willi in class today.
Alvin has red braces, i want pink ones.
Wayne said i had brown hair, and veiny hands.
I wanna have a black motor bike.
I might wanna be a Pizza Delivery girl, cuz i can ride a bike.
I will spray paint it with graffitti and neon pink, and i will have a crystalised Hello Kitty Helmet.
I will wear black studded boots.
I played Dota today.
I screamed and Jiang came over, but my drama self came in and i said i was researching on the animal cycle, and that the chicken jumped out.
I had History today and i think i failed it.
I had History today and the earth was shaking cuz of the Indoor Sport Hall construction going on.
I am happy because there's prayer group tomorrow.

I AM UNHAPPY BECAUSE I FORGOT THERE'S TUITION TOMORROW AND I'VE NOT DONE MY 2 PAPERS!

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(no subject) [Sep. 27th, 2009,11:42 am]










I love this last picture most. Isn't it beautiful? Haha.
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(no subject) [Sep. 25th, 2009,09:28 pm]
[Jerm's feeling | happy]










































 
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(no subject) [Sep. 25th, 2009,09:08 pm]
on Flickr - Photo Sharing! (via siagrafica)




iamblessed:

perfectlyplain:(via theprincessblog)I’m not so sure if I would want a blue pigeon to sit on my head.

 

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Black Butterfly. [Sep. 25th, 2009,08:57 pm]
[Jerm's feeling | happy]

photosofus

“I’m not the silly romantic you think. I don’t want the heavens or the shooting stars. I don’t want gemstones or gold. I have those things already. I want a steady hand. A kind soul. I want to fall asleep, and wake, knowing my heart is safe. I want to love, and be loved."
 
I want you to know, i love and enjoy doing the silliest and most retarded things with you, T. Dancing in front of the vending machine, teaching you do spilts, and pretending that i'm playing basketball ( although i do not know how ), talking about flabby arms, doing jumping jacks in the middle of the pathway, and brushing your hair. Heexz, thanks sooooooo much for today.
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(no subject) [Sep. 25th, 2009,08:52 pm]
[Jerm's feeling | sad]

" Trust in God, trust also in me. " said Jesus.

Why am i feeling so troubled and frustrated over the slightest things? Father, i really cannot take it anymore... I want to talk to You ):
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(no subject) [Sep. 25th, 2009,05:05 pm]
[Jerm's feeling | cranky]

I'm happy now, after playing a game of badminton with T. At least i got to express my frustrations and i no longer feel as troubled. Haha i played with bare feet, now i've blackish blisters. Anyway, Thanks Tat :)
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Candy floss. [Sep. 24th, 2009,09:55 pm]
[Jerm's feeling | happy]

I'm exhausted after all that memorising, or maybe because this week has been rather torturing. But honestly, i don't feel the stress of End Of Years yet, for sure i'm gonna do last minute studying, and that would result in an absoulte fail.

Life's good, well, tomorrow's the very first exam. English Paper 1, i'm panicking after trying to remember the different formats but yeap, thou shall not worry or panic!

BECAUSE I KNOW MY FATHER WILL WATCH OVER ME :D
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Surrounded by Your glory, [Sep. 17th, 2009,05:50 pm]
[Jerm's feeling | bouncy]

 

I can only imagine what it will be like when I walk by Your side.
I can only imagine what my eyes will see when Your face is before me.
I can only imagine.

Surrounded by Your glory, what will my heart feel?
Will I dance for You Jesus? Or in awe of You be still?
Will I stand in Your presence? Or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing hallelujah, will I be able to speak at all?

I can only imagine.

I can only imagine when that day comes,
And I find myself standing in the Son.
I can only imagine when all I will do is forever.
Forever, worship You
I can only imagine.


'Cuz i will dance for You Jesus, I'd sing Your praises forever. I can't wait to see You, Lord. I can only imagine how i'd feel when i experience myself in Your arms, i love You Jesus :) Thank You for being there for me always, although i can't see You, i can feel Your presence each time!


" Surrounded by Your glory, what will my heart feel?
Will I dance for You Jesus? Or in awe of You be still?

Will I stand in Your presence? Or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing hallelujah, will I be able to speak at all?

I can only imagine.

I can only imagine when that day comes,
And I find myself standing in the Son. "

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(no subject) [Sep. 16th, 2009,09:32 pm]
I'm scared, i'm terrified.
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Let it take me where it wants to go. [Sep. 16th, 2009,09:12 pm]
[Jerm's feeling | loved]


You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier...crazier....
Feels like I'm falling in love
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier...

I watched from a distance as you
Made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe
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(no subject) [Sep. 16th, 2009,08:42 pm]
Your arrogance won't bring you anywhere, in fact, it is annoying me. Stop telling us your achievements, i'm not very much interested.
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Cuz You're all of the above. [Sep. 16th, 2009,06:48 pm]
[Jerm's feeling | cheerful]


More than a name, more than mine
More than life is what You are
More than a feeling, more than a moment
This is a song for you, my King
I lift my eyes to see Your face
I look to You as I run this race
Bit by bit, I'm gonna change
Becoming like my hero

I can't wait to be like you
Help me change in all I do

‘Cause all I'm living for is You
Nothing else I wanna do
Give my life into Your hands
I walk this life with You
You mean everything to me
Changed my life and washed me clean
Now I'm lost without Your love
‘Cause You're all of the above

I'm waiting now
Not backing down
It's time for me to shake
‘Cause His kingdom's near
Listen, can you hear?
Eternity begins today. (today)
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You're always faithful. [Sep. 15th, 2009,08:57 pm]
[Jerm's feeling | cheerful]


CUZ FATHER, WE ARE GONNA BE YOUR TOOLS AND ELEMENTS EVERY SINGLE SECOND. I BELIEVE THAT ONE DAY, THERE WILL BE REVIVAL IN THE COHORT, IN THE SCHOOL. NOW, 10 YEARS LATER, OR 50 YEARS LATER.

Many people know about the prayer group, word is spreading around the school, people asking about it, and i'm happy! Cuz slowly, more people will come to know God, and they shall be living testimonies!

NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE THROUGH CHRIST WHO GIVES ME STRENGTH.
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Hearts. [Sep. 14th, 2009,08:24 pm]
[Jerm's feeling | lonely]

myheart
You know i'll be there for you through it all ;)
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(no subject) [Sep. 13th, 2009,09:45 pm]
[Jerm's feeling | happy]

I love my family.
I love Mummy.
I love Daddy.
I love Jolene.
I love Grandma.
I love Grandpa.

I like going out with them. Cuz it makes me feel oogly warm inside. &i appreciate it cuz some people are unable to experience such a sweet home kinda feeling.

:D
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(no subject) [Sep. 13th, 2009,09:44 pm]
I love the guy who created color pencils.

xoxo.
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(no subject) [Sep. 12th, 2009,08:01 pm]
[Jerm's feeling | happy]


The story goes that some time ago, a man punished his 3-year-old daughter for wasting a roll of gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and he became infuriated when the child tried to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift to her father the next morning and said, "This is for you, Daddy."

The man was embarrassed by his earlier overreaction, but his anger flared again when he found out the box was empty. He yelled at her, stating, "Don't you know, when you give someone a present, there is supposed to be something inside?"

The little girl looked up at him with tears in her eyes and cried, "Oh, Daddy, it's not empty at all. I blew kisses into the box. They're all for you, Daddy."

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little girl, and he begged for her forgiveness.

Only a short time later, an accident took the life of the child. It is also told that her father kept that gold box by his bed for many years and, whenever he was discouraged, he would take out an imaginary kiss and remember the love of the child who had put it there.

Dear T,
miss you.
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(no subject) [Sep. 11th, 2009,08:15 pm]
I did this and i love it.
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Marie Digby - Avalanche [Sep. 11th, 2009,09:55 am]
[Jerm's feeling | content]

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Tattttt. [Sep. 10th, 2009,08:22 pm]
[Jerm's feeling | cheerful]

Both T & I are trying to be retarded. We're using the drawing tool on MSN and playing the dumbest game ever on Earth, becuz we're both bored.

IT'S...

WRITE-A-SENTENCE-WITHOUT-LETTING-GO-OF-THE-CLICK!

I like. 

We did

- Tyrannosaurus rex
- I am ____ and i am hot and cute haha ur jealous
- Elephants are cute and fat, just like me!
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God does exist, for sure, certainly, absolutely. [Sep. 10th, 2009,10:31 am]
[Jerm's feeling | cheerful]

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Luv you, B. [Sep. 9th, 2009,08:50 pm]
[Jerm's feeling | content]


"
Since when do you come around? And the temperature's changed, nothing's the same. Left me, in yesterday. You don't see me that way, touched me that way, no more. When you get so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold...You got me standin' at the bottom of this mountain that we've made, &the ground is shakin' from all of our mistakes. But there's no one, but then the ice is in our way. It's a matter of time, We can rewind... If only you knew, Why my heart is through for you. I'm tryna break through, don't you think it's worth the chance? Let's lead the past, is that too much to ask? And where do we stand? Can we pull through this avalanche? We see what's up ahead, Why do we stay? Watchin' us fadin'... Trapped in, by regret. There's no way out, and there's no way in, &it's so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold. The bond is breaking, and it's taking over, my spirit quickly. Something's shifted, have we drifted too far, apart now? "

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Fairytales, lovely. [Sep. 9th, 2009,06:45 pm]
[Jerm's feeling | happy]



PRINCESSES - disney wallpaper

Aladdin Wallpaper - aladdin wallpaper

Aladdin and Jasmine kissing - classic-disney fan art

Aladdin Wallpaper - aladdin wallpaper

Aladdin and Jasmine Wallpaper - aladdin wallpaper

Jasmine - aladdin wallpaper

aladdin & friends - aladdin wallpaper

Eric & Ariel - the-little-mermaid wallpaper

Ariel & Flounder - the-little-mermaid wallpaper

Ariel - the-little-mermaid wallpaper

The Little Mermaid Wallpaper - the-little-mermaid wallpaper
The Little Mermaid Wallpaper - the-little-mermaid wallpaper



Ariel - the-little-mermaid wallpaper

Princess Ariel - classic-disney wallpaper

PRINCESSES - disney wallpaper



Beauty and the Beast Wallpaper - classic-disney wallpaper

Princess Belle - belle wallpaper
Princess Belle - belle wallpaper

Beauty and the Beast Wallpaper - classic-disney wallpaper

Beauty and the Beast Wallpaper - disney-princess wallpaper




PRINCESSES - disney wallpaper
Sleeping Beauty - classic-disney wallpaper
Princess Aurora - disney-princess wallpaper

Cinderella Wallpaper - disney-princess wallpaper

Sleeping Beauty - classic-disney wallpaper

Sleeping Beauty Wallpaper - classic-disney wallpaper
Princess Aurora - disney-princess wallpaper


Maleficent Wallpaper - sleeping-beauty wallpaper

Sleeping Beauty Wallpaper - sleeping-beauty wallpaper

Sleeping Beauty Wallpaper - sleeping-beauty wallpaper

Sleeping Beauty Wallpaper - sleeping-beauty wallpaper





PRINCESSES - disney wallpaper

Princess Cinderella - classic-disney wallpaper


Cinderella Wallpaper - classic-disney wallpaper

Cinderella Wallpaper - classic-disney wallpaper

Cinderella - disney wallpaper


Cinderella Wallpaper - classic-disney wallpaper



PRINCESSES - disney wallpaper

Mulan - classic-disney wallpaper

Mulan - classic-disney wallpaper

Mulan Wallpaper - disney wallpaper

Mulan Wallpaper - mulan wallpaper

Mulan - disney-leading-ladies wallpaper



Mulan Wallpaper - mulan wallpaper

Mulan - classic-disney wallpaper



Mulan Wallpaper - mulan wallpaper





PRINCESSES - disney wallpaper

Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs Wallpaper - classic-disney wallpaper
Snow White - disney wallpaper

Snow White - disney wallpaper

Snow White - classic-disney wallpaper

Snow White - disney wallpaper



The Seven Dwarfs - classic-disney wallpaper


Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs - classic-disney wallpaper

Snow White Wallpaper - disney-princess wallpaper

Snow White - classic-disney wallpaper





PRINCESSES - disney wallpaper

Pocahontas - classic-disney wallpaper

Pocahontas - classic-disney wallpaper

Pocahontas - classic-disney wallpaper



Pocahontas - disney wallpaper

Pocahontas Wallpaper - pocahontas wallpaper


Pocahontas - disney wallpaper


Pocahontas Wallpaper - pocahontas wallpaper

Pocahontas Wallpaper - pocahontas wallpaper

Pocahontas Wallpaper - pocahontas wallpaper

Disney Princess - disney-princess wallpaper

Disney Princesses - disney-princess wallpaper

Disney Princesses - classic-disney wallpaper



A Disney Dance - disney-couples wallpaper

Princesses and their partners,Banner - classic-disney fan art
 
Little Disney Princesses - disney-princess wallpaper
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(no subject) [Sep. 9th, 2009,12:09 pm]

I AM GONNA COMPLETE MY HISTORY NOTES, HEYMATH ASSIGNMENT AND MY CHINESE ESSAY!

My blog, shall be my witness.


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I'm a happy girl. [Sep. 9th, 2009,10:19 am]
[Jerm's feeling | cheerful]




YeeTat Tan 

I THEM,
'COS THEY MAKE ME...






HAPPY! :D
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Luv. [Sep. 7th, 2009,03:47 pm]
[Jerm's feeling | cheerful]


 

Canon Digital Rebel XTi 10.1MP Digital SLR Camera (Black Body Only)
I'm gonna get this by the end of this month. Using my own pocket money, i'm gonna earn it myself! :) 
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Lala. [Sep. 7th, 2009,02:06 pm]

Kacia, Kaia, Kanecia, Kaydence, Kayla, Keelyn, Keisha, Keely, Kelsea, Kiandra,
Kieran, Kayden, Kynan, Keith, Kaythan, Kaylon, Kyan

My future baby names! :)
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Kissing in the rain. [Sep. 7th, 2009,01:45 pm]
[Jerm's feeling | cranky]

fight 


I miss you B ):


 

I'M DOING HISTORY NOWWWWWWWWWWWW AND AM LOST CUZ I NEED MR NG'S NOTES!

Honestly, i'm feeling so stressed. I really don't know if i can maintain the standard of my work till EOY, i'm scared. What if the combined results of the first half of the year and end of year pull my grades down? I really really wanna stay in the top 40, damn it. I got so worried till i couldn't sleep,


GOD, PLEASE HELP ME TO RECHARGE MY DETERMINATION TO STUDY HARD. CUZ I'VE RAN OUT OF BATTERIES AND POWERPOINTS ):
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I remembered till i cried. [Sep. 3rd, 2009,08:40 pm]
[Jerm's feeling | calm]

just
 
Life was good today, i guess the best news was that my results improved :) CRL told me i moved up to nearing the top 10. I'm happy, but that's just for Term 3. I seriously wanna continue to improve, end of years! Yay i'm studying already ^^  

Clique outing on Tuesday, yayyyyyyyyy.
 
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Lucky. [Sep. 2nd, 2009,04:57 pm]
[Jerm's feeling | cheerful]

badday


Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become.

You never know who these people may be, but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in the most profound way.

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(no subject) [Sep. 2nd, 2009,04:53 pm]
If loving you is a sin, then let me be guilty :)
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I love food. [Aug. 31st, 2009,07:20 pm]
[Jerm's feeling | happy]


I FEEL LIKE HAVING :
 
Deceptively Delicious Macaroni and Cheese by Jill - Glossy Veneer

Mac&Cheese





Mashed Potatoes @ Rower's Pub by tanjatiziana

Mashed Potato





Cookies! by AugustusGloop

Famous Amos Cookies

Iggy found the Famous Amos booth by thekidds

Famous Amos Cookies





Mushroom soup. Home-made by dreamisz

Mushroom Soup


Roadside Muslim Roti Prata set by Y-Shumin

Roti Prata





Putu Mayam by My Little Rascal

Putu Mayam




Ice Kacang by My Little Rascal

Ice Kacang



Lotus Root Soup by VANnBER

Lotus Root Soup



siew mai by ooooooohhh dear...

Siew Mai



Char Kuay Teow by sknnyjeans

Char Kuay Teow




Sushi by Blue Lotus

Sushi






Marche's rosti and sausage by shimmertje

Rosti




Frog Legs Porridge by Bunnilious

Geylang's G7 FROG LEG PORRIDGE!

 


DAMN IT. I'M LIKE DEPRIVED OF GOOD LOCAL FOOD. LIFE SUCKS WHEN YOU'RE UNDER " QUARANTINE".  Especially someone like your mum.


I really have no idea what i ate, that led to this huge disaster. Damn. Three more days, three more, and i shall have them all! Muahahah. You guys better eat clean food, don't be like me. Food poisoning sucks. It's painful and painful, and painful again.
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(no subject) [Aug. 31st, 2009,10:17 am]
I miss you T, i really do.
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(no subject) [Aug. 31st, 2009,09:56 am]
[Jerm's feeling | sick]

Food poisoning. Horrible feeling ):   Vomitted and fainted like 4 times, feel so weak and oogy oogy all over. I miss clique, i wanna go back to pri school, but too weak to. 

I DESPERATELY NEED TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZXZ!
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You're a beautiful seed. [Aug. 27th, 2009,06:30 pm]
[Jerm's feeling | excited]
[Moosic |Five Loaves And Two Fishes]


I was probably so bored till i started researching, i saw this:

"When night comes in this fast-moving world, you find that you are exhausted after such a busy day and you just fall asleep. Then when you wake up the next morning, you start to run around again, never really getting anywhere or finishing anything. The time flies by and you don’t even notice that you have aged another year ... two years ... three years ... four years... You live a meaningless life and then just die at the end of it.

But think about it for a moment. Why are things this way? What is going to become of you? Who will solve this problem for you? Where can you go to find the answer? "


I really have so much to say, especially thinking of what's our meaning in life. Why are we living? What are we living for? I find God such an encouraging & loving Father. I mean, come to think bout our life. Each thing, each problem that occurs every single minute. Why would it happen? It was for a reason, our lives were planned out. People might ask " How you know your life was planned out by God leh? It's just coincidence la. Come on man."

Josh used to tell me " Nothing is coincidental. " I didn't quite believe what he said, but honestly, i really do now. God really has everything laid out to you, & i mean EVERYTHING. Obviously, don't ask me stupid questions like " bathing? sleeping? brushing teeth ? " Whatever hahaha, anyway, I was reading the Bible, and i remembered a question i used to asked myself.

" If God is so good, why is it He allows bad things to happen to His people, us? "

Yeah maybe many things happen, accidents, sickness, deaths etc. But remember, God created the world perfect, but because Adam sinned, death and suffering became an inevitable part of life. At times we might wonder if God is really real, if He's real, why does he allow such stuff to happen to me? We thank God when good things happens, but we blame God when it is otherwise. Why oh why.....

As i said, He plans our lives out. It's like a big huge painting, what we are suffering is just a small little painted area. Tragedy itself is not good, but God can take tragedy and hardship and use them for His glory. As God's children, we know that everything that happens to us goes through His screen of protection. He will NEVER give us something that we cannot handle, it is through these challenges and trials that we grow, and our relationship with Him becomes stronger. Because it's trust that brings every corner of that picture to be a beautiful painting.

Honestly, if i were to die tomorrow, i will leave with no regrets :) At least i knew i was happyyyyyy! :D I like being happy, so Jermaine-ish lah!

But right now, all i'm gonna do is just study hard and let God bring me where i wanna go to. All that ambitions are just ambitions, whether i become what i dream, i don't really care.


I LOVE GOD :)


I trust that one day, that very one day when the world ends, when Jesus comes to Earth, i'd be able to meet Him face to face. The only One that took care of me, and most importantly loved me during my entire life!
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(no subject) [Aug. 24th, 2009,09:40 pm]

I like these pictures a lot, it sort of depicts how i feel now.



Lil' Sad Clown by Aihibed


The Adventures of the Sad Little Cookie by moonjazz.


Happy go Sad ? by BlubberFace.
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Bye bye, [Aug. 24th, 2009,09:21 pm]
[Jerm's feeling | cranky]


Hi guys,

I'm feeling happy, i guess. Okay maybe not, 'cuz of my results. Not that i did badly, yeah but i did get As for all except for the fact that i had so many careless mistakes. Honestly, what was wrong with me man. Especially maths, i could have gotten 36 or 38. I did the question, answer was there, yet i wrote down the wrong answer. Entire thing 0.  I felt like killing myself, i swear. Gah. The paper was so damn easy yet i screwed it up with my careless brain cells!

I really really want to be top 10 in class, really. But i'm glad that i did well for science, hahahaha. Not VERY well, but yes definitely contented. Enough of academic related stuff, i'm becoming such a geek.

Well, today was forced, i emphasize on the word forced, to watch this stupid play. It was a total waste of time, i was rotting there. &what's more the chairs were made of some pricky poky material, sitting on it felt super uncomfortable. I don't get how the two MCees try so hard to get the crowd to be excited and make the show go well as how they expected it to be. I mean you're trying so hard, that ugly awkward silence hahahaha. I'd expected them to have spend more time on the play.

It was until 6pm, and we had to go home ourselves. Dumb, stupid, retarded.


ANYWAY.

I'VE SO MANY THINGS ON TOMORROW DAMN IT. I'M SUFFERING FROM STM OH NOOOOOOOOOO.

PRAYER GROUP
CHINESE CHU BAN
ENGLISH DRAMA
TUITION
HOME.

!!!!

you get me?


Oh and i found my weak point : 

I DON'T LIKE PEOPLE CRITICISING MY ARTWORK. Shut up la, not as if yours very nice right.

Uh oh, I'm getting cranky cuz i can't get any fooodddddddddd down my awful sore throat.

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